My mind has been flowing with a bunch of insanely creative ideas lately, but I can’t put myself into processing any of them. 
I get so little support from everyone around me, that just scares me to get down and put any of my creative ideas into practice. 

I have to lose this stupid fear and start implementing my ideas.
There will always be people who will try to put me down, but I’ll always have to prove them wrong, and just do my thing, do what I love, and what I’m best at. 
So, starting from today, I will no longer put up with anyone’s bullshit, and just start doing what I love so much. 

GIVE ME LOVE.

I’m not sure if I ever mentioned this in one my posts before, but I enjoy being 21. 
Despite all the turbulence, disappointments and melancholy, I love, love, love life, and I love being this young. 
I hope there is much more to come in the future.
I want happiness, I want love. 

I love life. 

Ги игнорирав своите сопствени емоции верувајќи дека да се занимавам со нив е во исто време срамно, страшно и знак на слабост. Исто така ги презирав и ги игнорирав емоциите на другите. За цело тоа време моите емоции, особено мојата неспознаена потреба за љубов, го диктираа и го искривуваа поголемиот дел од моето однесување.
Кога сега ќе свртам назад, со жалење морам да кажам дека многу од работите што ги правев додека копнеев по љубов, предизвикаа емоционална болка за луѓето во мојот живот.
Ми имаат кажувано дека луѓето ги толерираат моите повредувачки постапки бидејќи осетливоста што ми недостасувала сум ја надоместувала со својот наивен, нарцисоиден шарм … 

No love. 

16.000th POST! :D

This is my 16.000th post, so, in order to celebrate it properly I will post the flag of my country, because we just won the handball match over Qatar in the World Men’s Handball Championship 2013 in Spain. 
I really love handball, especially because most of the players that play in the national team are from my hometown. 

Go Macedonia! :D 
 

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Среќен Божиќ, Христос се роди!

Merry Christmas to every Christian Orthodox out there. 
Have a wonderful and joyous day, everyone.


 

Hi everyone!! I love your blogs, thank you for following me! :D 

SHOUT OUT ДО СИТЕ МАКЕДОНСКИ БЛОГЕРИ!

Решив да преземам еден ризик, а воедно и една многу храбра иницијатива.

Сакам сите кои имате блогови за мода, дизајн, фотографија, уметност, литература или било каков друг блог да го пре-пуштите овој пост. Сите кои ќе го сторат тоа ќе бидат на мојата листа. 
Откако ќе соберам доволен број на линкови, ќе ги испечатам сите линкови на мали парчиња хартија и ќе ги залепам или распространам на различни места низ мојот град, соседниот, а и низ Скопје. Исто така пред да ги залепам насекаде, ќе ги фотографирам и фотографијата ќе ја ставам на трите блогови кои ги водам и ќе го означам секој блог на листата. :) 
Овие иницијативи заземаат се поголем замав, па се решив и јас да направам вакво нешто. Можеби веќе сте сретнале вакви или слични постови на tumblr. 
Мислам дека ова ќе ни помогне на сите да добиеме повеќе следбеници, а воедно да дадеме поголем замав на модното блогерство во Македонија. :) 

Плус, многу ме интересира колку многу не има.

Се надевам ќе добијам повеќе одговори и поддршка за оваа иницијатива, без преголема доза на скептицизам.

Имате време до 10ти јануари.  

Сите заинтересирани слободно кликнете reblog. 

No one gets the shit I’m going through right now, no one knows how I really feel about a lot of things, and everyone keeps blaming me for everything.

I mean, I just need a break, I need a break from a lot of things. 

What has happened to me now was the last drop. I can’t take it anymore. 

I love her skirt, plus she looks a LOT like me on this one. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

I am not very excited about this New Year, because I don’t have any expectations for anything or anyone. I am usually very excited for whatever is going on in my life, but right now nothing is going on, so I don’t feel like I should expect anything in the future, good or bad, especially good, of course. 

I am spending New Year’s Eve with my family this year. It was a difficult decision to be made, because I don’t like spending time at home, I wanna go out, hang out, make friends, but somehow that hasn’t been going well for me, I sort of have had that problem my whole life, it’s like people are afraid of me, or none of them have been my real friends. Somehow, I can never make any real friends, they are all either friends with me because they think they can use me for whatever, like homework, exams and stuff or because they make fun of me secretly and pretend to be such good friends to me, or because they too would be alone if I weren’t there to keep them company. I don’t have real friends, and that is sad. One other thing, is that my grandpa is having a heart surgery tomorrow, so spending New Year’s Eve with the family was probably the right thing to do. 

It has been a year of a lot of ups and downs, more ups looking at it now. It wasn’t my favorite year, maybe just the trip to the States made it a little bit better, but still something is missing from my life, and I cannot say that I had a great year. It was a good year, but not great. I have resolutions, I have wishes, but I don’t have expectations for 2013. I decided to calm down, “stop” time and enjoy life for a second, instead of chasing for love and happiness.

I really hope that spending the night at home would create some sort of interesting twist for me, and a huge turnover in my life (I have celebrated 5 New Year’s Eves with the wrong people, just because I didn’t want to stay at home, and I am done with that), because after everything that I’ve been through in my young life I really deserve to finally be truly happy, and not feel like something is missing.  

Have a HAPPY NEW YEAR, guys, and many more to come! 

Photographers are sexy - well at least most of them. ;)

I want my future husband to be a photographer, or at least someone who has photography as a hobby.

I think that photography is the best profession. 

Honesty is the best virtue a person can posses.

I used to be a HUGE Coco Rocha fan, but I am not anymore.

A couple of weeks ago she has posted a status on her Facebook page about a girl taking photos of her while she was on the subway, and it sounded like she was against her fans, like she was making fun of her, of us. I mean, if any of you saw a famous person you just looooove, wouldn’t you do the same? Wouldn’t you be so thrilled that you finally see them in person, and you’re just sitting there, startled, afraid to move and even say hi to them afraid of what they might say or think? I have commented on that status, and I got bunch of likes from other Coco Rocha fans, I’ve never even imagined that my simple comment could draw that much attention to everyone, and that so many people would support my opinion, and that even Coco Rocha herself would notice that. 

I have stated my opinion loud and clear, I said that she is really rude for laughing on one of her fans like that, and that she doesn’t even deserve to have fans if she’s treating only one person like that. I hesitated if I should unlike her Facebook page or not, but I didn’t anyway because I thought that she is a professional and that she wouldn’t even react to what people say, because obviously she doesn’t care about her fans in any way. And I liked her photos, again because I thought that she is a professional. However, she did react, and I believe that my comment has gotten way too many likes, and that is why she deleted it, and blocked my account. Yeah, I have been subscribed to her updates, and now I cannot find her page in the search bar because she has blocked me. WOW! I have never expected this, the ‘great’ Coco Rocha would block my account on Facebook - it’s so pathetic, and it’s ridiculous at the same time. I cannot stop laughing at this! Oh my God! 

How did I end up checking her Facebook page?

Well I have been following her blog here on tumblr (but, I am not following her anymore after this), and she has pinned that post about ‘The Face’ and I thought to myself: ‘Hmm, why didn’t I see this on Facebook?’ - then I typed her name in the Facebook search bar, and nothing came out. I logged in from my sister’s account and there she was. I looked up that post, about the girl on the subway taking pictures of her, (I have totally forgotten about that, but considering my comment I thought she may have blocked me, I’ll explain later why that instantly came to mind), and there it was, the post, but my comment is no longer there. And guess what? She has commented back, she reacted to what people were saying. I guess she felt most threatened of my comment, because, first of all it had many liked, it was grammatically correct and I have also explained my opinion to her very politely. I should have taken a snapshot of that, haha, but who knew that she would act like a child instead of a grown up woman. 

This didn’t surprise me, and her post about that poor fan of hers didn’t surprise me too, because she has been rude and arrogant for quite some time now, and I have started disliking her even before she wrote that status. A few days before posting that status, she has posted another one where she slammed Lindsay Lohan about her role in the movie about Elizabeth Taylor. She was arguing with a fan there too, and she was extremely rude. If you can’t handle criticism don’t even start a discussion. I mean, she is a famous person, it is absolutely normal people to have both good and bad thoughts on whatever she posts - it’s just stupid to react the way she does, arguing and insulting fans on her Facebook page, and the latest, *drums, please* blocking their Facebook account. Wow, I still can’t believe that she even bothered to look me up on Facebook, haha it’s crazy. 

All I am trying to say is that she has no respect, no education, no manners and she has always looked like an alien to me, she is not even pretty, there are much more prettier models than her - she is overestimating herself. Sorry for being so honest!

Coco Rocha, I am no longer your fan, and I have never been more glad to say that. 

Thank you! 

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I wish I didn’t live in Narnia. 

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